THE SHOES
I bought these shoes exactly 5 years ago, in spring of 2020 during the lockdown. Good hiking shoes, that were supposed to taste the mountains of Tenerife. In January and February that year I stayed in a tent in a hippie community there. It was my most magical trip ever outside of Lithuania. So trying to escape the confinement of four walls and to return to paradise in Tenerife, I bought a ticket there. I was supposed to fly through Riga. But never got any farther, as I didn’t have the right Covid documents for Spain. The shoes never made it to the island. Never touched volcanic dust. Instead, they picked up some thick soil in Eastern Ukraine. Black, fine, almost oily. It’s still lodged in the treads. Even after scrubbing, it lingers.